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I had an amazing week that ended quite...not awesomely. I spent it with my best friend like I nomally do. For whatever reason. All these issues came out the wood work yesterday to end my four day weekend. It sucks though as it has kinda taken the wind out of my happy sails.

There are some things I can work on to accommodate his needs in. Friend. But there are also some things that really hurt my feelings. I know a lot of this is just emotion talking, but even so, I feel a bit like ky identtity got attacked. I hate when someone I trust says things that turn my self conscious sensors on.

Stupid feelings. I don't want to step on toes or hurt anyone. Of course, that doesn't mean it doesn't happen. The road to hell is paved with good intentions, right?

Ugh. Defeatist is such a droll color on me.


In other news I am freaking out as I have yet to conceptualize an appropriate outfit for my Island of Misfit Toys gogo dancing extravaganza. It is stressing me out!

Alternately, I got an entire wardrobe for less than 150 bucks this week. And all of my clothes are a smaller size than my last shopping trip! It keeps getting easier and easier to find clothes at normal people stores. I love it.